Blog ni Sab : }

2007-08-22T12:16:00.000+08:00

Some lines from:

GOODBYE TO YOU MR. TAU GAMMA

Goodbye to your little lies
Never would you expect me, to believe in you again
Oh God, your stomach is full...
But your heart won't gain anything no more...

Goodbye to your broken promises
It feels great to hear them from you
Your mind won't even bother you...
It only can eat you alive...

Goodbye and continue to scream for your happiness
when all of them are gone
Its time for your eyes to swim...
Don't get your happiness from them mister

Goodbye to you Mr. Tau gamma

HEY HO! 2

2007-08-21T23:06:00.001+08:00

HEY HEY HO!

YAH YOU ARE RIGHT I AM DRUNK AS ALWAYS...

I GOT HOME BY 10:30 GOOD THING MOM WASN'T AROUND...
I ATTENDED ALL MY MORNING CLASS BUT, I MISSED SOCANTH AGAIN WATHEHECK
I MIGHT GET F.A... I PASSED MY PRELIM GRADE IN NATSCI, ITS JUST 83=2.5
ITS BETTER THAN TO GET FAILED, AFTER CLASSES WE WENT TO LANAI, OF COURSE ITS TIME FOR US TO DRINK, WE MISSED EVERYTHING, THE TASTE OF REDHORSE, AND OUR FAMILY BONDING, AND AS ALWAYS I GET WASTED AGAIN, KUYA MARK IS ALWAYS THERE HAHAH :]

I SLEPT AT THE FX, WHEN WE GOT IN BAYWALK, I WAS AWAKE BY THE SONG, I COULDNT REMEMBER EXACTLY WHAT IT SAYS, ALL I CAN HEAR IS SOME WORDS THAT MADE ME
FEEL ALIVE... IT SAYS SOMETHING LIKE THIS..." I DON'T WANT TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN... ASK KUYA MARK WHAT HAPPENED NEXT... HAHAHA

HEY HO!

2007-08-20T13:31:00.000+08:00

Eons,Since Ive been here... oh well..life seems not changing for me...
Gaad Its been my 3rd heart break already...
wala pa rin akong kadala-dala haha ganun pala talaga noh?

As of now, maybe ill just stick with my AKP family, last night Lyze and I are planning
to form a band... its an all girls band we named it as "BOYS ARE SO WEIRD"
Of course pag tungkol sa love life kami naman ang nagkakasundo Love life na lang
ang problema namin palagi hahah... I missed her!

BOYS ARE SO WEIRD talaga!
pero may isang lalake akong talagang alam na weird at sya na yun!!

oh well bahala na ako sa buhay ko ngayon
wala ng mangengealam at magbabawal sa akin..
why do some of girls always find someone to make them complete?
anjan naman ang friends eh... its more better...

hindi ko lang matanggap, bakit ako pa yung napili nyang isacrifice
band, school and family, ok pa matatanggap ko pa, pero bakit ganun mas pinahalagahan
nya pa friends nya kesa sa akin??

Madami namang girls jan na pwede nyang gaguhin o iwan, my luck ako pa napili nya
alam ko saglit lang to... bukas lang makaka recover na ko (bilis noh?)

when I woke up nabasa ko nagtext sya sa akin ng goodnyt
ok para san ang gudnyt na yun?? I don't need that
goodnyt sya sa sarili nya kase at last wala na ko dba??

di ko na pagpipilitan sarili ko sa kanya, ang dami dami naman nyang babae dba?
hahah oh well bahala na

see ya

2007-06-06T00:14:00.000+08:00

2007-05-31T22:54:00.000+08:00

last night a miracle happened
I didn't go online and I slept at around 12 am or something
I woke up at around 3:40 and have my breakfast at 7
I cooked my breakfast all by myself.

I went online at 7:30
and I was the only one online at y.m
surely Joshua is still awake by that time
I edited my layout on myspace.com wanna see?
www.myspace.com/zhabiusyellow hehe it don't look good though

I got some things on my mind and its all about myself
I don't know but sometimes I had a strange thoughts that
some times I think I know myself and sometimes I think
I don't.. some people says that I'm almost going down
and sometimes I wonder If I really are going down.

I hate being treated that way, because they don't need
to mind my own life or something, but I get to think sometimes
that those people are some of the people who cares and concerned.

sometimes I'm being tired of living and I don't know why
I just feel that good things are being hidden from me
or maybe I just don't really see it.

I don't know what the hell is happening to me
one thing I know I'm tired of typing and shairing my self to you.

Got my hair-cut wanna see?
hehehe lol

2007-05-24T02:59:00.000+08:00

Every Little Thing- Dishwalla

Let me in
to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

lift me up
just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
see all come
you say your all right
but I get the strangest feeling
that you've gone away- you've gone away
and will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

Don't give me up
don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted

Joseph gave me this song, I really like this song, It means so much to me
not because He gave it, but the words of this song, reminds me of myself..
He knows me, so much... He knows what I like and who I am.

I don't know if I could sleep again, this morning gaad, I was like a call-center agent or something,
sleeps at 5 in the morning and waking up by 2.

I should be coming to my ortho, Its been 2 months I guess, I am tired of being there
I don't know why, maybe because "the dentist is always late" watheheck?

hmm...what happened to you my lab? I really can't get you.

2007-05-22T19:03:00.000+08:00

walang magawa ito nalang :)

1. Who is the last person you held
hands with?
~di ko maalala kung pinsan ko.

2. If you were drafted into a war,
would you survive?
~yar.

3. Do you sleep with the TV on?
bihira ako manuod ng tv.

4. Have you ever drank milk straight
out of the carton?
no.

5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
~hindi,high scores lang sa quizzes waw.

6. What is your longest fight with one
of your friends?
kay tibo. hahah lol.

7. Are you a fast typer?
not much.

8. Are you afraid of the dark?
hindi

9. Who can you always turn to?
myself :)

10. Who could you not live on this
earth without?
Family.

11. When's the last time you chose a
bath over a shower?
hahaha grade 3 ata ako sa Holiday Inn Lol.

12. Do you knock on wood?
kalokohan,pag kumakatok lang sa pinto yun yun! :)

13. Are you drinking anything right
now?
~wala

14. Do you think you're attractive?
~hindi

16. Did you notice 15 was missing?
haha oo nung nabasa ko to.

17. What do you want for Christmas?
~canon eos 20d waw.

18. Do you know the muffin man?
hindi, bat napaka walang kwenta ng mga tanong hahah

19. Do you talk in your sleep?
hindi.

20.What would you do if there was no
twentieth question?
tatawa na lang ako buwahahah lol.

21. Have you ever flown a kite?
~oo

22. When was the last time that you
went swimming and where?
santol? haha Infanta quezon last april I guess

23. Do you consider yourself
successful?
~hindi pa.

24. How many people are on your
contact list of your cell phone?
~90++

25. Have you ever asked for a horse?
~ No

26. Got any plans for tomorrow?
~tomorrow is Wednesday, maybe I'll go get that cd. XD

27. Do you miss someone right now?
~yar wanna know? ---JXV

28.Have you fallen lately?
~hindi

29. When's the last time you told
someone you loved them?
~ last March.

30. How are you feeling right now?
~boring, at natatawa

31.What is your locker combination?
~none

32.Who are you thinking of right now?
sa no.27 answer.

32.Do you have any homework?
-wala pa, may pa lang eh hehe

33. Have you ever been suspended or
expelled from school?
~muntikan.

34. What are you looking foward to
this summer?
~wala

35. Have you ever crawled through a
window?
~limot ko na.

37. Have you ever eaten dog food
~Hindi ako aso, hehe
38. Can you handle the truth?
~yar. :P

39. Do you like green eggs and ham?
~ham. green eggs watheck sobra ng libog nun hahahahah :D

40. Do you like the noise it makes
when you tap your nails?
hindi

41. Any cool scars?
~wala

42. Do you like or have a crush on
anyone?
Timmy Boy Sta.Maria hehe bading eh.

45. How often do you talk on the phone?
~hindi madalas.

46. Do you believe in love?
yar, most probably true lab :)

47. Is there something you want that
you can't have?
~yes

48. Six things about the opposite sex
that you first notice?
~fatness waw.

50. Who did you last hug?
~My Tiddy bear :)

51. Where is your phone?
~naka charge hehe sa lamesa.

53. What was the last thing you ate?
~menudo.

54. Favorite Colors.
black, yellow, blue

55.what was the last movie you saw?
~My Sassy Girl

56. What song are you currently
listening to?
~pina DL nya sa akin People = shit

57. What do you want?
~gusto ko syang makita!

59. What T.V. show are you watching?
the monitor haha

60. Who was the last person you talked
to on the phone?
~Koko,yesterday.

2007-05-19T03:24:00.000+08:00

yeah. He is just a part of my high school life.
whatever. life still goes on.
I should be contented.
one day I'll find a way of saying goodbye
to my High school days.

I don't wanna wait any longer.
though somethings telling me to hold on..

Update me once again

2007-05-18T04:49:00.000+08:00

Obviously, I updated my Life once again, its already 4:58 in the morning, and 52 hours ago
Joshua Left the room and went offline. I could almost see the day starting through my window.
Rindo and I were done, but I feel better now.
Its soo cool being with myself again, and spend 24 hours with myself, and with
my sisters.

I feel happy and contented

I could use some help from editing some stuff that is still unfinished.
bye!

pangarap kong boyfriend

2007-05-15T03:57:00.000+08:00

CANON EOS 20D

hindi na ko mag dedebut para lang dito hahahah
open price depende sa dealer
aabot kaya ng 30k to? kayang kaya sa budget hehe

Canon's EOS 20D, targeted at professional and high-end amateur users, represents a new generation of digital SLR camera. Inheriting and expanding on the exceptional functionality of the EOS 10D, released in March 2003, the new EOS 20D reaches new heights in both image quality and camera responsiveness.
The EOS 20D incorporates a newly developed large APS-C-size (22.5 x 15.0 mm) CMOS sensor with 8.2-million effective pixels and, maximizing the performance potential of the sensor, Canon's new proprietary DIGIC II image engine. The DIGIC II image engine performs detailed processing of large-volume data at extremely high speeds, satisfying demands for high image quality and definition, natural color reproduction, and responsiveness from advanced-amateur and professional users alike.
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More?

2007-05-15T02:15:00.000+08:00

Once I was In Love
I was so Happy, and We were so Happy,
but then one day,
Everything changed

He died...

How can a heart
stop beating for someone who can't be with me
forevermore?

soo emo tsk.

woooh...

2007-03-30T23:07:00.000+08:00

ayos na araw to

nakita ko ex ko

sa tinagal tagal na paghihintay kong makita sya

ngayon pa

kasama ko bf ko

tang ina talaga!!

so how are ya?

2007-03-19T00:03:00.001+08:00

whew!
weeks before I last posted, I missed everything around dunner how long I've been busy
school is a very busy place for all of my activities most probably social life.haha
I became a part of the sorority/fraternity brotherhood called ALPHA KAPPA RHO
woah never thought I could be one.
experience is fun! lalu na nung pag tapos ng hazing hahaha ang saya saya!!
umiyak pa si rindo pag katapos kong paluin haha!!
now boredom attack!
vacations too long I miss my brothers and sisters :( how I wish when semester
comes again,may neo na kami para di na kami bunso!

dunner what am I going to do now.
Rindo is going to be busy, having his summer classes
teh bully busy working somewhere...a car place
or maybe busy too much stealing and printing photos
without permission liao!

vacation strikes! that oso means don't got money
still thinking to be a whore to be paid by a dirty old man
liao!

I wanner go..have summer classes or maybe practice more
playing keyboards, I miss my band my band mates as well
super bummer so tired of being one!

miss them soo much!

lotsa wub sab! <3

YEA

2007-03-01T16:58:00.000+08:00

Birthdays fine, and thats all I can say.

2007-02-26T01:45:00.000+08:00

I miss teh bully...
I don't know why. :'(

2007-02-21T14:44:00.000+08:00

there was this man, who's so sweet...

"There's a girl who cried a river, and drowned the whole world.
though she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her
when she smiles"

oh well he's one of those spammers here around
heheh <3 Ritz <3

d

2007-02-02T00:36:00.001+08:00

Thanks for everything...Im so sorry. d

2007-02-02T00:36:00.000+08:00

Thanks for everything...Im so sorry. d

hehehehe

2007-01-23T23:03:00.000+08:00

pano mo malalaman na mahal ka ng isang tao?

dahil tanggap ka nya dba?

eh paano kung nagpakababa ka?

hindi na ako si Sab

yosi tayo,Inom tayo!

yun yun!

"hindi na kita mahal

"ikaw din naman"

hahaha

"wala ka talagang kwenta"

sa palagay mo sinong mas walang kwenta sa atin?

hahah ayoko magalit sayo

dahil ayoko masira pinag samahan natin

wuuuteeveerr!!

Im listening to:Let's make together and feel alright!!
give thanks and praise to the lord
and I will feel alright

~one love people get read-bob marley

2006-12-06T03:25:00.000+08:00

this was the time we had a conversations sana maintindihan nyo yung iba X___O

http://i75.photobucket.com/albums/i287/zhabius_82/Untitled-3-2.jpg

and the last conversation--sigurado maduduling kayo X____O
kung gusto nyo lang naman basahin

http://i75.photobucket.com/albums/i287/zhabius_82/Untitled-7.jpg

Thank you Very much sa mga nanjan para sa akin
lalu na kanila
Ate Repats
Kuya Denyong
at kay kalbong Adrian <3

Muwah *Hugs* sana makita ko kayo sa rakrakan
at Adrian punta na ko Hongkong by May yehey! (hopefully hehe)

I <3>
kesa naman sa mga walang kwentang tao jan hmmp... O_____'x

2006-11-15T13:26:00.000+08:00

Dear Bheng,

I am free now free like a bird,
I can fly wherever I wanna go,
And It feels like I had the freedom,
To do everything that I want.

Everything seems clear while I was walking,
I feel like I was the only one in this world
I can't hear anything,but silence,
and I can sense you following me behind

I was looking for you
and I thought you were there
but when I look back,
I saw nothing but an empty street...

I woke up late this morning,
and I heard my cellphone beeps
I was excited to read your goodmorning,
then, I was awaked when it was'nt you

I was just sleeping beside you that night
but when I woke up
you were'nt there
I must be dreaming...

I should be feeling better right now
because I am already free
but why do I feel this feelings
alone, and prisoned?

or Is this the feeling of being free?
flying without you, dreaming without you
and living without you
then I must say I don't wanna be free anymore

but what am I going to do?
you already left me
you are gone
and will not come back...

Now, I must walk alone those empty streets
restraining myself from thinking that you are there
waking up, without you
living without you...

Maybe I was just dreaming,
I was just hoping
Maybe I am still thinking
that you are mine...

don't say goodbye...

2006-11-13T03:18:00.000+08:00

...and it has been 3 days since he left me...

Yes wala na kami ni joseph,he told me everything, he don't love me anymore
nakakalungkot isipin na, sa lahat ng pagsasacrifice na ginawa ko, lahat ng
paghihirap, ito pa igaganti nya sa akin, and ang isasagot nya sa ibang tao
"mahal nya ako kaya nya ako iniwan" anong klase nanaman kayang kabaklaan
ang ginagawa nya, anong gusto mong palabasin? haay ang dami kong gustong
itanong,ang dami kong gusto pang malaman, pero ano nanaman isasagot nya
"one day" one day you'll understand, how the hell am I supposed to do that?
kelangan ko sagot nya, kung bakit nya ko iniwan...

ngayon,mga walang kwentang lalake naglalapitan sa akin, nakaradar ata na wala
na kami ni joseph, tang ina inuunahan ko na, wala ako panahon sa mga lalake...
buti may mga kaibigan akong nakkwentuhan, pero hindi pa rin talaga enough yun
kelangan ko bheng ko... : (

hindi ko na ilalahad kung ano mga nangyari sa amin nung nag break kami,
basta ako ganito, laging tulala sa school, lumilipad ang isip, para kong baliw
laging mainit ulo ko dito sa bahay, umiiyak sa gabi, umiiyak habang kumakain
walang tulog, pag uwi galing school pupuntang sm bibili ng food, uuwi sa bahay
maglalakad mag isa, tapos bigla ka pa mamanyakan amputchang ina talaga...

ngayon 13 lalu lang ako nalulungkot, sana 10 months na kami ngayon,
haaay tinext ko sya kung kamusta na sya,hindi naman nag reply wala na talaga
malabo na talagang magkabalikan pa kami. sabi ko sa kanya hihintayin ko pagbalik
nya, after 100 years tulad ng sabi nya, sabi ko din sana may katapusan paghihntay ko
sagot nya "wag na bheng, wla naman po papalit sayo" hindi ako tinablan sorry.

inaaliw ko sarili ko, pero wala talaga eh, ang dami kong naiisip, gusto ko syang kausapin
kung ano na ba talaga, ayoko isipin na ito na talaga yung last, pero minsan ayoko na rin
umasa na babalik pa sya, oo nga maraming lalaki jan, pero hindi ko sila kailangan,
kailangan ko si JOSEPH JOSEPH JOSEPH MANABAT!!

sana may chance pa na mag kausap kami, kaso baka may gf na sya, o baka sila na talaga
ni toni, siguro yun yung dahilan kung bakit sya nakipag break, dahil sa tibo na yun,
muka na kong psycho di ba? kase wala ako idea sa lahat, out of the blue bigla nya ko iiwan
ang bakla di ba?

sigurado walang nakakarelate sa pinagsasabi ko, pasensya na kase wala ako malabasan ng
hinanakit ko, kaya dito nalang, thanks for reading this anyways...

at para sayo, ewan ko siguro wala na talaga, pero alam mo gusto kita kausapin
sana one day maintindihan ko nga, kahit mahirap ako umintindi.

kausapin mo ko and make everything clear...
I love you and Thanks very much for hurting me, sabi mo nga "very nice of you"
sorry sa pag delete ng testi. sana kausapin mo ko yun lang!

2006-11-05T04:48:00.000+08:00

I Love you and Thank you very much
for hurting me : }

Here again focker

2006-10-27T20:27:00.000+08:00

Its been years since I was in here haha,
obviously I updated my blog once again
for I find my last layout boring,
and I want to spend more time doing things
that is more senseful than thinking of those
bullshit things he did to me.
I don't know why love really have to be like this,
I never knew there is so much more to suffer,
than those things he did to me before
I really hate this feelings inside of me,
I hate him so much, but still I keep
on missing him more...
I told him this words "soy cansado de usted, but I love you,"
meaning "I am tired of you but I love you"
but he told me he didnt understand .
: ) goodthing*

Now Im planning to spend my time doing compositions for the band
and I realize I want to play keyboards Instead of guitars, I still want to
play drums. : (

Tommorow's going to be a busy day,
Im going to school to get those
class cards with failing grades haha.
and my friend decided to watch a movie with me,
sadly I can't go to makati in the evening to watch
those bands that kuya bignay is handling.
talking of kuya bignay, I had a chance to see him once again,
It was just seconds O___x?! and that was the reason why joseph
don't want to talk to me right now
amp...dahil inappearan ako ni kuya bignay X_____x!!??

On Monday I have a schedule again to my dentist, I hope makabit na
ang poohtang inang braces ko. x___x

bye guys thanks for drooling I mean dropping by in here
Happy One year Anniversary Time Compression Band
to my band mates
eds
tams
nugs
and joseph
I miss you all so much

*Muwahugs*

baby what's bothering you?

2006-09-09T00:43:00.000+08:00

Autoexec Wrote:

Im just right here in my bed, along with the ear-piercing silence
so quiet,but still I can't find peace.
Actually, I never did found it, I tried so many times
to look for it on many "peaceful looking places" and everytime
I go to such places, It was like their telling me, to stop hidding
from what? I'll tell you someday...

Zhabius Wrote:

Baby, there's no peace in silence, to tell you, you're just
feeling relaxation. Silence, is not defined as peace
so you won't able to found peace.

And why are you looking for peace?
it isnt seemed to be complicated in here
are you feeling something or anything?
come on baby tell me please.

Ohw! great : - /

2006-08-30T18:32:00.000+08:00

Early this morning I woke up around 5:00 and that was shit
Im gonna be late in class, I should be in the bus stop at around
5:45 morning of MWF.

the Last time I was in school my fuckin teacher in
english compute my grades in the whole class
would you ever believe that?
she told me that I need to pass the midterm
or else I will repeat her english class.

I took the test this morning and tnk god I wasnt late in the class
I answered every questions carefully, but yet I am still
hoping that I got at least 25 out 40.
I hope I wont get some failing grades again
alam niyo sya din may kasalanan kung bakit ako bumgsak
di nya ko pinakuha ng exam poohtangna pala sya.

my prelim grade was 4.0 and now I got 73 from my classwork
she told me I am always absent in class I told her "late lang maam"
(sabay, pakshet ka tangina mo!)

If ever I get 3.0 ar 4.0 I will just drop my english subject
than to suffer, seeing malutong na singko 5 sa aking
pinakaiingat ingatang transcript. tangina english
ibabagsak ko? dame kahit kelan di pa ko bumgsak sa
english math lang at tanggap ko yun! ENGLISH? amp.

tanginang prof yan matandang dalaga kasi mamatay ka na pakshet ka!

-)

2006-08-29T00:54:00.000+08:00

weeeee bati na ulit kami ng bheng ko
kaya ginaganahan ako mag aral nagyon hehe
sana di na kami mag away
haaay dami kc umeepal jan eh mga pakshet tlga
newei napanood ko na nga pla yung
world trade center kahit di pa showing hehe
nakakaiyak waah

oNE BIG SHIT

2006-08-25T16:48:00.000+08:00

sobra na ata ko nasasaktan, sa palagay ko
kelangan ko na tapusin lahat
marami pa naman iba jan dba?

haay sana maging masaya na ko...
at ikaw ang susunod na biktima
saging hehe joke...-)

One Bad Trip

2006-08-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

Anung gusto Mong sabihin Ko? puro Ka plastikan???

Ta3!

2006-08-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

anu masasabi mo kng makita mo bf mo na ganito??
crush nya yang babaeng yan. pakshet dba?

Salamat Tay Kunai at Nay Kamote

2006-08-24T20:13:00.000+08:00

Salamat Tay Kunai at Nay Kamote!
Pasensya na kung nakukulitan kau sa akin hehe
Tnx po!

Lab Is Fain...

2006-08-23T23:37:00.000+08:00

well I dont know actually If Im going to post this one here
I just need to calm down myself from too much suffer
I dont know how to worked it out, "pagod na pagod na ako"
things are changing and It almost like hell.

I dont want to lose him anymore
but sometimes life is bitter,
they say People is always leaving but
sometimes they do come back, well I do hope
people who leave will not come back anymore,
Yea everybody is not perfect, even the richest
and the most courage person are not able to do
everything, they also have fears.

like everybody I am not perfect too but thats not a reason
for him to find someone more better than me...
there is nothing wrong to have a crush or someone you admired most
it is normal but not to the point you are realizing that you are
falling in love with her when you know you already have someone
thats so gay.

to josephxv autoexec,

we'll try to find a way to worked things out again
you know, i just need sometime to think about it
and when that time comes, we'll talk it over.
Im sorry If I am not the one who completes your day
Im sorry too if im acting this way.
I will still love you though things are too much complicated

and tell her how much I hate her and how much she sucks
wala na ko masabi kundi

WHAT THE FUCK??
magpakabingi ka nalang sa boses nya
kung ayaw mo sa akin
pakshet ayoko ma rin sayo!!!

Problems Emerged

2006-08-22T19:32:00.000+08:00

Ok we know its the internet, and there is so much more problems
that will occur, I find everything hard because I am a computer illiterate,
my webpage at geocities.com is not able to function due to blah blah blah
I did everything here without reading.

I also have an account at livejournal.com,but I wasnt able
to use my username zhabius...wtf?
i thought i was the only one using that name,
that is why I am not using my livejournal anymore.

my username zhabius is originated by me and my friends
to my surprise there is someone who is using it,
should I confront her or something?
why and where did she got my name? dam'e