Thursday, May 31, 2007
10:54 PM
last night a miracle happened
I didn't go online and I slept at around 12 am or something
I woke up at around 3:40 and have my breakfast at 7
I cooked my breakfast all by myself.
I went online at 7:30
and I was the only one online at y.m
surely Joshua is still awake by that time
I edited my layout on myspace.com wanna see?
www.myspace.com/zhabiusyellow hehe it don't look good though
I got some things on my mind and its all about myself
I don't know but sometimes I had a strange thoughts that
some times I think I know myself and sometimes I think
I don't.. some people says that I'm almost going down
and sometimes I wonder If I really are going down.
I hate being treated that way, because they don't need
to mind my own life or something, but I get to think sometimes
that those people are some of the people who cares and concerned.
sometimes I'm being tired of living and I don't know why
I just feel that good things are being hidden from me
or maybe I just don't really see it.
I don't know what the hell is happening to me
one thing I know I'm tired of typing and shairing my self to you.
Got my hair-cut wanna see?
hehehe lol